Tic Toc
Much can change in a
few hours, minutes, and seconds. There is nothing rational about
change at all. The concept is so foreign that as humans we don’t
have the ability to comprehend. Change is unstable, risk,
uncertainty. We conjure up complex theories to quantify and
mitigate. Averages and standard deviation combined with exponential
smoothing simplifies. Lies! It’s all one giant smokescreen. Change
is PI, change is zeros and ones. Change is not the prescriptive
language of life, life is the constant to change. Change is none
value added, there is no morality and judgment. It’s finite.
Tic toc, one second life, another death, once second love, another
numbness. This little blurb isn’t about change at all. It’s about a
fragile person who’s heart just shattered. Love is irrational, love
is change. There is no absolute average and model for the love of
love. Love is unpredictable, exponential life uttering, it cannot
be bundled, collateralized, or hedged for or against. Love is a
blank swan, the kiss of life, the longing for another breathe in a
sea of vacuums.

